Sometimes a good dream is really a nightmare in disguise.
I have too much forgiveness to put this completely out in the open. The bottom line is, I’ve tried so many times to cancel the debt, but it keeps coming back up.
I wonder how you sleep at night with all that selfishness stuffed under your mattress.
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again
What about when that really happened, but it faded away like a dream just the same. That’s the ultimate worst
Shortness of breath. Heart is beating way too fast. Crushing pressure in my chest. …This is happening too much lately.
There are moments where I feel okay, where I feel good and hopeful, and then there are others that consume me.
And I can’t breathe.
I shut my eyes.
Everything fades away.
I let you go. Deep long breaths.
I’m ok again.